assembly

just as with josh, it has been ages since I have updated in this blog. it doenst really matter. there isnt many who read this for me that dont already know whats going on, but this is it. the strech.

I got my cap and gown in the mail yesterday, my mom had me try it on, and it didnt feel as nice as i would have always imagened. I suppose that kind of thing happenes with everything, childhood i spent all this time so scared and worried about this year in my life, and i havent even really had a chance to think about it.

I have been a senior since september.
I have been dating a boy who lives miles away since september.
I moved here in june,

i still dont feel like i live here, maybe Im just adaptable, nothing matters, im a constatly moving soul, the earth is my home, the sky is where I vacation.

I guess this is it. its a spirt day again here at lynnwood High. We are something like the most spirited school, its weird being one of the only people not dected with black and gold. I feel isolated from my peers each day, today more so. always. there are only 240 seniors, and i still dont recognize many of them.

we did this assignment today in senior experience class, where we each went around and wrote down something nice about every person annonmusly. when i got mine back most peoples statements started with "I dont know you, but.." one girl, said she had always ment to get to know me better but was imtimadated. several people just said i was creative and talented. several girls said they liked my photogaphy. a lot of people complmented my style, and my hair. haha. the assignment was supposed to be things that we could look back on in college when we are stressed out.

there are 1,681 full time students at the art instuite. im worried that even then, i wont be able to find people i get along with. this is a big concern of mine. i dont care if it seems superficail.

today the weather is beautiful.
i have to go to the bank after school,
im going to buy a gold fish probably for hermes.
and clean my room.


spirit day, assembly.