its tuesday, i said i wasnt going to keep this blog, but i managed to convince myself somehow that it was worth updating, its worth trying, it is, its worth it.

im in my senior experience class. my first period class. the class I have to really put effort in for the rest of the year. im working on my take home final project right now. Its easy but I just dont acctually have the time to do it. twenty questions, to three people, from diffrent time eras. Its minor. then i have to like, analyze what i felt. its dye the 6th or soemthing like that.

after this is over I will mossy my way over to the class next door, and print a bunch of pictures, my final for that class is a scavanger hunt. Im cheating, im using all of my old negatives.

after that, is my advisory class, i have finished the book im reading for english, so durring the class I will probably read magazines.

we are watching the movie, parenthood in senior experience, it makes me sad. ha im rather pathetc, babys being born makes me sad. ahaha


there is this and that, i will spend the rest of the day looking at digg. and then working.

josh can you answewr thease and email them back? its for class

20 Questions


Religion and values
1. What religion were you most exposed to growing up and how did that impact you?
2. Would you consider yourself religions today? If so, what religion do you most identify
with and what do you believe?
3. What is the most important thing in the world to you why/explain?
4. Have your Values changed from your childhood to today? Why or why not?
5. If you could tell this generation one thing about values and morals what would it be?


Education and Work
1. When you were younger, what was a career goal you had for yourself? How does that
impact you today? Has it changed? Why or why not?
2. Describe your Ideal Job. (ideal working day, environment, co-workers, boss, etc., why?
3. Did you/do you plan to further your education after High School? Why?
4. Was High School something you think you will/have always look back on? Why or
why not?
5. Looking back on your life, what are you most proud of?


Family and Children
1. What are some of your ideas about raising children?
2. What are some things you think every family should talk about?
3. Did/does your family have a healthy and/ or close relationship? Why or Why not?
4. Do you think your family growing up has had an influence of your view of family now? How?
5. What is one thing you would do different (different from your parents) if raising kids (again)?


Dating and Marriage
1. What does Marriage mean to you?
2. What is something you think is necessary in a relationship for it to work out?
3. What do you look for in a partner?
4. If you could take your significant other on a date anywhere where would it be and why
5. Would you ever get married (again)? why or why not?

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HERE YOU GO! AHHHH

i decided today that i would rather have my own blog for the time being.
love

im posting mostly because i have not posted in a really long time. also, because i have something to say. 
the thing is; i know what's going on.

i have a very sound understanding of everything that is happening around me because i have come to realize recently that i have super powers.  i have the ability to read minds and see through solid objects.  with such powers, i will now be able to easily coast through what most people consider difficulties in life.  i will no longer need to work for money, as i will be able to determine the thoughts of people and will attempt to make farfetched bets that win me large sums of money that will last years.

also, i love you amanda.  with all of my heart.
 i dont have a soul, though.  i sold it for super powers.

good night world.

ENGRISH.

i wonder what ever person i know (and used to know) is doing now and after they graduate.
i wonder now what on earth i am doing, what is up and what is down.
i have senior-itious,

im leaving for work in ten minuites.
i start taking this whole body cleanse.
it lasts for two weeks
its making me pee so myuch

today is Sunday; i work from two o'clock to nine o'clock. I like the work because it is easy, i decided i will not look for a new job until after summer is over, so i know what my permanent schedule at the art institute will look like.
[im listening to thom york covering morrisey. can life be better then that?

tomorrow is Monday; there is no school monday, i will probably end up working again, i have an outline on NAFTA due and a final draft of my senior project reflection essay due tuesday, i will most likely b e finishing that up on monday morning.

next week/tuesday-thursday school at that awful place that i hate. everyone will be preparing for the prom that is on saturday that i will not be attending. I will probably cover myself in magazines and reading and drawing and school work. as to not remind myself that i will never really ever be a senior again, and i really ruined it formyself.
[have you heard Del tha Funkee Homosapiens remix of radioheads video tape?]

week of the 3rd monday, tuesday, wednesday, school like usual. the dead line for journalism is in there someplace, the photo assignment is due i believe, i dont know really. Thursday josh get here.
i graduate the week after

im really irritated i didnt graduate with highland,
im sick lately, my head just aches and aches.

its friday.

im cold

i miss my friends

My parents are at dinner.
i got home from work early
and every one is gone,


She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

It wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out

handshake of carbon monoxide

A heart that's full up like a landfill,
a job that slowly kills you,
bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, happy,
bring down the government,
they don't, they don't speak for her
I'll take the quiet life, a handshake of carbon monoxide

No alarms and no surprises, no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent
This is my final fit, my final bellyache with
No alarms and no surprises, no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises, please

Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden
No alarms and no surprises, no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises, please

Its not quite as bad waking up when the sun is already out. The sun is better lately, brighter longer, and earlier. its nice.
Im sitting here refreshing my email over and over trying to wait for a reply from Howard Johnson, my admissions adviosr. Im asking him if insted of starting in the summer if i can start in the fall. only having about two weeks off is not enough, also, i need to get a shit load of money together. The O on this computer is broken. Its hard to type, i use so many O's.
Im trying to come up with meaningful questions to ask someone my age, an adult and a "senior". Its for my senior experience class its our final project.

assembly

just as with josh, it has been ages since I have updated in this blog. it doenst really matter. there isnt many who read this for me that dont already know whats going on, but this is it. the strech.

I got my cap and gown in the mail yesterday, my mom had me try it on, and it didnt feel as nice as i would have always imagened. I suppose that kind of thing happenes with everything, childhood i spent all this time so scared and worried about this year in my life, and i havent even really had a chance to think about it.

I have been a senior since september.
I have been dating a boy who lives miles away since september.
I moved here in june,

i still dont feel like i live here, maybe Im just adaptable, nothing matters, im a constatly moving soul, the earth is my home, the sky is where I vacation.

I guess this is it. its a spirt day again here at lynnwood High. We are something like the most spirited school, its weird being one of the only people not dected with black and gold. I feel isolated from my peers each day, today more so. always. there are only 240 seniors, and i still dont recognize many of them.

we did this assignment today in senior experience class, where we each went around and wrote down something nice about every person annonmusly. when i got mine back most peoples statements started with "I dont know you, but.." one girl, said she had always ment to get to know me better but was imtimadated. several people just said i was creative and talented. several girls said they liked my photogaphy. a lot of people complmented my style, and my hair. haha. the assignment was supposed to be things that we could look back on in college when we are stressed out.

there are 1,681 full time students at the art instuite. im worried that even then, i wont be able to find people i get along with. this is a big concern of mine. i dont care if it seems superficail.

today the weather is beautiful.
i have to go to the bank after school,
im going to buy a gold fish probably for hermes.
and clean my room.


spirit day, assembly.

I have not written on the blog in a very long time, but that just makes it easier to spill out everything that's going on, because I feel that if I had any internet readers other than Amanda, they must be on edge by now not knowing of my day to day life. Anyway, here is a detailed description of everything I am verb-ing lately;

Today is the 15th of May
This means:
There are 6 days of school left. Or, Four more periods of sociology. Three more periods of sculpture and a combined six more periods of directed studies.
There is one more Subway paycheck left.
There is 6 actual days until I ship my belongings.
There are two weeks until my graduation day.
There are 20 days until I fly off to Seattle. 
20 more days until I am with Amanda.
19 Weeks until I start college.

Today, in sculpture, Tyler Hoene taught me some gypsie jazz.  It resparked my interest in Django and now Im trying to learn some.  It's extremely difficult.  My fingers don't want to move like that.  That guy is crazy. 

I got a box for my computer.  I need boxes for my guitars still.  Ah. I need to call Bounty Music and ask about that.

I should not spread my blogging abilities so thin.  I will just start to write a little more every time I have the chance.  The reason I always forget to write is because when I go to blogger, it signs me into the wrong account for some reason and then I get sidetracked.  

Oh, also, Eli and I have been laying some things down.  The name is Whitetree.  And the sound is sort of early post rock, flat, mix-starved demos.  http://myspace.com/whitetreehiss

josh.

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