Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i stayed home to day

last night i had a nightmare that this man was chasing me.
he was staying in the same hotel as me, and some disaster happened.
i lost my key, he was chasing me, i kept running.
i ran to a car and he started chasing me his car.

i was terified. I ran and ran and i woke up, when i went back to bed
i was at dinner with a family i didnt know, they were really nice to me
but i was uncomfortable
it was a western themed and i kept looking though my purse for sunglasses,
i lost my things left and right.

i stayed home because my stomach hurt, and i didnt feel right about anything.
eli isnt comming over today a planed which is a total bummer.
I was looking forward to his company to keep my mind off of everything.

I should porbably stop reading Zodiac, and stop watching scary movies if i dont want to have nightmares.

today will consits of me taking still life photographs,
me eating rice and tuna
and me making my giant scarf

Im disappointed. all the way around. I want to move out on my own, and start a cup cake factory. I want to move out on my own and decorate my bathroom. I want to move out and buy towels and sheets. haha, bed bath and beyond does that.

I have two jobs now. I am going to work at country farms two days a week as well as bed bath and beyond i think. I dont know. why not.

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