in a blog over the sea

im in class at the moment. im at a loss of everything.
I feel like im loosing my mind, i feel like i have lost my drive.

http://www.kevinpcaseyphoto.com/
this man has agreed to let me do a job shadow with him.

http://www.wmanthony.com/
this man has gotten back to me and told me we can talk about photography any time, he didnt have any shoots this month, but im thinking maybe latter on i can perhaps convince him to let me work with him. I am hopping to creat an internet relationship with him, and interview him for my project.

i feel bad, everyone is into what they are doing, i feel like im scraping by. Im looking forward to a long plane ride full of fear to vist my joshua, im looking forward to large sunglasses and tanned sholders at the coachella festival. Im happy and excited but scared and i feel like everything is going too slow.

i got the job at bed bath and beyond, i dont know if i have said that, i dyed my hair orange and cut it all off, i got a hard drive, josh got my ticekts to maui, i need my ticets to arizona.

Stop breathin'
Stop breathin'
Breathin' for me now
Write it on a postcard
Dad, they broke me
Dad, they broke me