no name #1

my life really needs to be reevaluated lately. its hard to remember what up is and what down is. I have felt the urge of giving up creeping upon me so many times lately with so many different situations, its just hard to breathe.
my mother is at an interview at Volkswagen right now, i tagged along to wish her luck and check out Everette finally. I adore Volkswagens, im so typical, but id love to own a jetta, or a golf. Uh! graduation present?! (in four years, when i finish at the art institute?!)
i want to take more pictures of my life, just typical photographs, of what my life looks like from time to time, i think josh has intentions of doing that as well.
ive applied at a million places and i think that star bucks will hire me. im going to call the manager there on monday or tuesday, see what he thought of my application. if not im going to start offering to baby sit, and dog sit, house sit maybe, odds and ends jobs. thats all i can think of really.

i want some new clothes,
i want tickets to coachella,
i need to calm down,
i need to work harder on my senior project.