lists

I have constantly been feeling like im loosing myself now. i dont know why, i dont know how. i know how close i am to being "done" but it has been getting harder and stressful lately. i need to make up some kind of list of rituals or something, that sounds just terrible.
i wish i could be a different kind of tree.
doing things with my parents is nice, not working is nice, but thats going to end now. it has to, this job is currently not about enjoying myself, its about making the money i need for coachella. (We booked a room! the line up is relased on monday!)
things i need money for
-Coachella Festival Tickets (presale? $200.00-ish)
-Coachella Hotel Room (roughly $100.00 each person)
-Plane Ticket to Pheniox, AZ - driving to coachella ($200.00-ish)
-Plane Ticket To Maui to vist josh in the Spring
-Spending Money For Coachella

places i need to apply
-Savers in Lynnwood
-Savers in Edmonds
-Starbucks by mall
-Jamba Juice buy Mall
-Pets Mart
-'Pastery Cafe'
-coffee shop up the street
-pet store up the street
-pizza place up the street
-starbucks on 99
-ross
-half price books
-fye