its strange how our minds often change roles. last night i fell asleep after getting off the phone with you and didnt wake again until my mom was leaving for work at 6:20. It was nice to sleep all the way through the night. Its always nice. Im so happy i do not have a job to worry about right now. Im going to hang out with my mom on Saturday, get things out of storage, probably go to the grocery store (my very favorite thing to do with my mother.)
last night while i was taking my shower i realize how much growing up i have managed to do. i underestimate myself so much. was it not a year ago that all i wanted to do was kiss and then run away from boys because they were dumb? was it just last year i actually tried to make people like me? i came to the conclusion that while all i need to do is move forward, i need to get around things that are from 'before'. Im going to go through my things (all of them) and get rid of the things that are the person i dont want to be anymore. Its not a lot but i feel i need to rid myself of this clutter.
plans for today; (mostly, some will spill over into tomorrow no doubt).
- My dad is off again so he is taking my to attempt to get my drivers license again. The stupid DMV need a million pieces of information before they can swich my License to a Washington one. this is attempt #3 and I think Ive got it.
- Perhaps apply at a few places. Ross, Fye, Jomba Juice, Peir one, Half Price Books, Pet Co?,and this cafe down the street from my house.
- I need to get a copy of my report card or transcripts from the office today in order to get my license.
- Fax my SATs over to the art institute so i cal finally apply. jeeze.
- Print My Photo Final (the two pictures i posted of joshua earlier).
- Finish My Journalism Story On Music Genres I have been putting off.
- Interview Hayley Via Internet for my Journalism Final ("What have you learned in school?").
- Complete My Journalism Play list/Upcoming Shows/Cool Website Lists im Creating.
- Load my Camera with black and White film, and carry it everywhere.
- Find some kind of inspiration for the time being. Im so lost again.
- Do the Ron Paul Questions For Government.
- Finish my Annotated Bibliography on Richard Avedon
- Finish my "Book Report" for House of Leaves.
- Start straighting my room and riding my life of crap.
this morning when i woke up i remembered the conversation josh and i had last night about how he should start taking vitamins. I decided that i would start doing it again as well. I took a multi vitamin this morning and fish oil. Every time i burp now it tastes like fish, and its making me sick now. (but how how pretty my skin and hair looks when i take it regularly. Cunundrum.)
(josh and i are going to prom together.)
last night while i was taking my shower i realize how much growing up i have managed to do. i underestimate myself so much. was it not a year ago that all i wanted to do was kiss and then run away from boys because they were dumb? was it just last year i actually tried to make people like me? i came to the conclusion that while all i need to do is move forward, i need to get around things that are from 'before'. Im going to go through my things (all of them) and get rid of the things that are the person i dont want to be anymore. Its not a lot but i feel i need to rid myself of this clutter.
plans for today; (mostly, some will spill over into tomorrow no doubt).
- My dad is off again so he is taking my to attempt to get my drivers license again. The stupid DMV need a million pieces of information before they can swich my License to a Washington one. this is attempt #3 and I think Ive got it.
- Perhaps apply at a few places. Ross, Fye, Jomba Juice, Peir one, Half Price Books, Pet Co?,and this cafe down the street from my house.
- Print My Photo Final (the two pictures i posted of joshua earlier).
- Complete My Journalism Play list/
- Load my Camera with black and White film, and carry it everywhere.
- Find some kind of inspiration for the time being. Im so lost again.
- Do the Ron Paul Questions For Government.
- Start straighting my room and riding my life of crap.
this morning when i woke up i remembered the conversation josh and i had last night about how he should start taking vitamins. I decided that i would start doing it again as well. I took a multi vitamin this morning and fish oil. Every time i burp now it tastes like fish, and its making me sick now. (but how how pretty my skin and hair looks when i take it regularly. Cunundrum.)
(josh and i are going to prom together.)
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