Josh is on his plane out of here about now. dropping him off at the airport alone was too much of an adult experience for me. I am still so young and its hurting now, a lot. Im sad.
As soon as we got the the airport I was telling myself how short the time left was. He will be back again, i will be there soon, its not bad. I left him before the security check point. Hugged him. Started crying, kissed him goodbye and walked away. I didnt turn around and look like i wanted to i didnt until i got to the parking lot and i hoped he'd followed me. he didnt of course. and he shouldnt have. I cried a lot on the drive home.
I put M.ward in. to lighten the mood i suppose. It reminded me of driving in the summer arizona heat, i miss my dessert adventures with myself. I miss Arizona. its so strange, since moving here i crave the sun. Its natural to want that when you dont have it. blah blah, maybe after college i can go on an adventure to a new city.
im stiking with you, case im made out of glue. anything that you might do, im gonna do too.
I finished my Casiotone paper for journalism. I would post it but josh is doing it too and he will, most likely, do it a million times better.
Casiotone pictures; ( i think im going to edit them before josh uses them for bad phone, if he does?)
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